Happy Monday! "Still working on it"... this is a thought that accompanied me all throughout the holy week. I spent hours just to get myself disposed to prayer. I get distracted easily, i feel uninspired and there is just a need to put so much effort just to "tune in". All the upbringing, the education, the formation and I am still working on my prayer life like a habit that just won't stick. All the wonderful things to thank for, all the petitions urgently needing prayers and I could not focus. Its frustrating, inviting self doubt and downright shameful. I have been given soooo much to be giving too little. Yet, in the midst of it all... that thought, " I am still working on it". Then it dawned on me, I got this all wrong. Alas, the right thought... "Father, please continue working on me." Only then did prayer begin. How lonesome it is to assume that I can move mountains (a.k.a. my hard headed tendencies) without the source of